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Holding Someone's Hair Back-Circa Survive |
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I'm sick of this.
I'm sick of being alone.
I'm sick of being quiet.
I'm sick of breaking momentary eye contact.
I'm sick of silence.
I'm sick of my lack of confidence.
I'm sick of my lack of self esteem.
I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself.
I'm sick of holding my thoughts in.
I'm sick of being the "unattractive confidant"
I'm sick of being me.
I want a digital camera. I want to get into photography, because I need a new hobby. Music clearly isn't going anywhere fast for me at this point.
I think I'm going to make a new LiveJournal username, because I really hate this one. I'm probably going to need some help with the override codes, because my backround stopped showing up with my current codes a long time ago.
I've got a ton of homework I should be doing.
-dan
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| "Make Out Kids never had a chance.." |
[23 Oct 2005|12:00am] |
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Makeout Kids-MCS |
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So um...Can I just ask...
Since when has me hating my life and wanting to die been something out of the ordinary?
These are pretty ordinary thoughts. Well, ordinary in my head.
I'm Mentally Unstable. That's all.
-dan
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| "If my shame spills our worth across this floor..." |
[22 Oct 2005|12:13am] |
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I'm done. |
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Apollo I:The Writing Writer-Coheed and Cambria |
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I fucking hate my life.
I've given up on writing, because I just can't do it anymore.
I think I'm going to delete my Myspace account. And quite possibly my LiveJournal account.
I'm glad you're all living your lives. Please don't ever end up like me. Please..
No I don't want to think of you anymore
So goodnight, tonight
Goodbye...
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| "I disconnect my heart, my head..." |
[20 Oct 2005|03:09pm] |
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My Life... |
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I'm Ready-Jack's Mannequin |
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"Originally Posted by Kid Kilowatt:
Lesson 1: Life is not a John Hughes movie.
Lesson 2: If a girl doesn't act as if she likes you, then she sees you as the unattractive confidant.
Lesson 3: If you cannot live with this fact, end your life, and leave a letter expressing your love , which will be read at parties, and laughed at."
I Love Message Boards.
My Life Has Become A Boring Pop Song
And Everyone's Singing Along.
-dan
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| October 15th, and all was calm... |
[15 Oct 2005|12:20pm] |
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Boys Will Be Boys-Panic! At The Disco |
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First off, I would like to say:
Happy Birthday Lizz!
Second,
I'm kinda loving the fact that this rain is like mass devestation. Everything's flooded, and its like the world is going to end. I kinda like it.
Third,
I'm clearly out of my mind. Please refer to ^previous statement^ for clarification.
-dan
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| "And today was a day just like any other..." |
[07 Oct 2005|03:22pm] |
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I'm Ready-Jack's Mannequin |
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So my progress report was pretty good. Surprisingly. I got a C in Chem, which is totally amazing. Oh, and I got a 264 on MCAS ELA and a 254 on MCAS Mathematics. Good I guess?
Also, one thousand thanks to Alyssa for this cd. :)
Who wants to do something this weekend?
-dan
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| Took this from a Myspace bulletin... |
[03 Oct 2005|04:25pm] |
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To The Barricades-Secret Lives of the Freemasons |
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So this is more or less Completely Wrong.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
Uhh...right.
In other news, I washed my car today. ;)
-dan
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| "I just wanna believe..." |
[02 Oct 2005|12:09pm] |
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Okay I believe you, but my tommy gun don't-Brand New |
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Please drive by my house and take a look at the green 1992 Pontiac Boneville that is in the driveway.
Because it belongs to me.
-dan
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| "I won't get used to this..." |
[30 Sep 2005|11:22pm] |
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Franklin-Paramore |
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"Becase I miss who we were
And the town that we could call our own
Going back to get away
After everything has changed..."
It'd be great if no one ever changed. If no one ever grew up. If we were always young, and our friends were always there being young with us. And the adults in our lives were always adults. They never grew older, never went away.
Remember when everything was so easy? When we could just hang out whenever, without worrying about school or work or driving or whatever other shit we're doing now. When we were just kids. When none of this mattered. When, if you had a crush on someone, it was such a jealously guarded secret, and if it got out you just kept denying it. When we could make fun of our parents for drinking, instead of worrying about our friends doing it. When you could pronounce Marajuana wrong purposely, and laugh for a while at it, instead of watching people's lives fall apart because of it. I suppose everyone changes for a reason, and there's nothing we can really do about it. It just sucks thinking about what people used to be like, and seeing them now.
When our eyes meet, just read my mind. Hear the things I'm thinking, but can never say.
-dan
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| "In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone..." |
[28 Sep 2005|05:39pm] |
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Me vs. Maradona vs. Elvis |
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So Immaturity is in? OK. I can deal with that. I'll just keep playing this game. No seriously, keep it up. You almost look like you know what you're mad about.
Anyways,
-You're all I think about
-You're beautiful
-You're perfect
Why is that so much easier to type than speak?
-dan
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| Um.. |
[26 Sep 2005|04:01pm] |
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And I Dreamt of You-Underøath |
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How do I put this...Um..
You're beautiful.
-dan
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| "Is your target in position, am I in position..." |
[25 Sep 2005|10:41am] |
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OK Corral-June |
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Last Night I:
-Hated myself
-Wished I was dead
-Wished I had spoken my mind
-Prayed for a car accident
-Listened to Konstantine
Fuck.
-dan
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| Untitled. |
[21 Sep 2005|03:10pm] |
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Friday I'm In Love-The Cure |
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I'm so afraid to ask,
But I'm begging you inside,
Go, go, Will I see you there?
"I doubt I'll be going," I lied,
Mabye in black, the most perfect of contradictions,
So dark, to your eyes, so bright,
Draped in an eloquence of stunning beauty,
Yes, black would be oh so right,
From afar I'll remain, watching for now,
Oh, you approach, it's now or never,
But never always wins, and I bite my tongue,
Mabye I'll just hold my breath forever
And when my lungs give out, and blood ceases to course,
I'll know one thing is true,
That my heart's final, solitary beat,
Was for you and only you...
Man, the things you come up with when "studying" for a history test.
-dan
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| "Walk on past me, never say my name again..." |
[18 Sep 2005|05:04pm] |
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Walk On-Haste The Day |
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If someone could download a recording program such as Kristal or Acid Pro or Acid Music Studio, burn it to a cd, and give it to me, I would love you so much.
Thanks.
-dan
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| "Clean Y' Ass, I Don't Know!" |
[16 Sep 2005|09:26pm] |
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Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying |
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Steve Lacava is probably the funniest kid around.
Me-So uhh, I've got about half an hour, and I've got nothing to do.
Steve-So clean something.
Me-Clean what, I've got nothing to clean.
Steve-Clean Y'Ass, I Dont Know!"
Steve-You like the muffins, they look good huh?
Me-Steve they're not baked yet.
Steve-They will be. *licks finger and sticks it in a soon-to-be-baked muffin thing*
Me-Dude, nice.
Steve-*Repeats previous action* Yeah, don't buy a muffin tomorrow. Actually, the chances of you getting those two muffins are slim to none, buy a muffin tomorrow.
Steve-*over intercom* John Manning to the Kitchen please.
*John walks in*
Steve-John, this won't fit in the freezer. *points to rack of bakery stuff*
John-*in John Manning voice* Steven, get it in there.
Steve-John! I'm telling you it won't fit.
John-*pushes cart into freezer and slams door* There
Steve-Sexy. Very sexy John. *Johns walks away* Nice Ass.
Point of the story:Don't buy anything prepared at Goretti's. Oh, and John Manning has a nice ass? Haha.
( New Thrice tracklisting, for anyone who wants to know. )
-dan
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| "This is your desperate attempt at keeping promises..." |
[12 Sep 2005|02:55pm] |
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Scandals and Scoundrels-June |
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If you had to describe me in 5 ways, what would they be? Let me know.
Oh and, come to Goretti's sometime this week. Chances are, I'll be there. Let's see...
Today:5-9
Tuesday:5-9
Wednesday:5-8
Thursday:5-9
Saturday:12-7
Uhhggg...
-dan
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